meidan:

Your that particular entry really made me cry...haha..the old carmen wong..yeah..back to those good old days where we had our girls session..in our blue uniform...sitting outside the chapel praying for the rain to stop for our pop...slacking beside the jukebox shouting out to charmaine: Charmaine, Carmen love you!!!...the time when you screamed so loud in the toilet during the grand opening ceremony and everyone looked up to the 3rd flr wondering wat was that scream for? hahaass..

hahaa...those were the times with u, u know? past memories really makes one heart-ache =)

im trying so hard to get back to the past

Mr stacy/ariel rebel


u can jolly well dl all the **** photos u want.and i carmen wong wun give a damn!llalalaa..get this clear.i wun let u affect my life, my mood, my day

that day came back from Minds camp..bathed..slept till 10 plus..woke up and ate 2 xiao long bao, couldn't resist the temptation though i was very tired..went back to sleep again all the way till afternoon..woke up ate lunch and went back sleep again all the way till 6pm..so i was practically sleeping all day long.

having headaches every now and then..need time to relac relac..but where and when...? hai..stress.

when will you ever go away

I'm finally 18!!!



can buy alcohol.cigarette (useless to me), watch M18 shows and lastly go clubbing!! yeahs!

hahaha

finally a legal age to do all this! no more 17!



went beach to tan today..the water was clear.. catched fishes today..15 tiny fishes..just by plastic cup..one by one catch! so damn fun! haha...spent most of the time catching fish fish fish..put all of them into a big gulp cup..haha



also caught a pink jellyfish. but it died. cause stupid jordan went to poke it till all the tentacles dropped out and still went to bury it RIP somemore...

funfunfun...had dinner at Swensens with family and jordan..bought the swensens special cake..ate till so full..hmm..but hungry now...

bad news,dear lost his whole bag and box of personal items..we left it outside my house but lazy to bring in..heehee..den now lost..super depress!

tired le shall turn in early =)

to the guy u know who you are.this song is specially dedicated to you.read the lyrics alrite.and reflect upon yr wrongdoings!

if man could only love 1 woman at any point of time.
THE SUN WILL RISE FROM THE WEST!

hahaa..yeahs! recieved my very first bdae card from jasper.sweet guy. never fails to send a handmade snoopy family card for every occasion round the year...haha.thanx my friend!

plans for this week..wanna go chiong ah!!

finally got hold of my comp to blog.

irritating bro,keep hijacking the comp!



went to pasir ris park yst again.this time to tan!!!

waddled in the seawater.aint that clean though...haha..the sun was so perfect for tanning.



and guess wat! i am the inventor of sandology! it's called the sand massage therapy!



step number 1

Lie down on the beach



step number 2

Get some normal sand, put it on the back of the person. Gently pat and massage the sand off. Bit by Bit till the back is cleared. This is to first create a gentle start for the person making him feel relax as the sand used in the first step has a even texture. Remember to tell the person to close the eyes and mouth at all times during this process.



step number 3

Use only the fine sand that is extremly hot as small particles trap heat better than larger granules of sand. Get a handful of hot fine sand and leave it on the back of the person. Use about 1kg of sand. Let the hot sand rest a few minutes on the person's back before u gently pat and massage off the sand again. This process helps in the blood circulation of the person's body and improves digestion.



step number 4

Use only coarse and wet sand. This will cool down the hot body from the previous massage. Apply the sand on top of the body. Let the water flow down to remove the heat. After that, clear off the sand and give a light massage.

step number 5

Wash off all sands in the sea and hydrate yourself with plenty of water. Don't forget to thank the massager =)

super pissed off with the things that happened dis 2 days...wat else..
good for you,you found yr the other half.need a calculator?find it yrself.

went pasir ris park today.din go swimming. had a 5 mins lesson on blading with dear. hmm...fell before i could even blade and bled...hee thanx dear help me wear and take off the shoe! wuhahawuhaha

TRUST

ok this big big word.seems like it's really lacking in MY relationship.wat is trust totally?it is the assured reliance on the character,strength or truth of someone or something.

don ever say "I never,pls trust me can" only fools will believe it.and reality have proven me my say right!

When trust is undermined and we feel disappointed or betrayed by a lie or exploited by a broken promise. Expectations are shattered. We feel a sense of loss that a loved one didn't respect us enough to be honest with us. In short, we feel violated and diminished!!!

i will always agree to this: The more important the relationship, the more we feel betrayed and devastated by the result of a loss of trust

went friends surfing ard friendster...looked thru many old friends.haha all have changed so much =) feel that i'm missing out so much in life..the fun with all my squadmates and ex-classmates..we seems to be so dispersed now..with schooling and relationship(ya im guilty)

just miss those times really so much! if we could have a gathering...how nice.miss the blue uniform..the times back in SJC..a place where i call home...

dan,yiying,sand,yueying,sze hwee,fang,adel,von,joyce,chung,mich,veron,jac,gen

i miss you ppl so much

if time could move back...

hasn't been feeling right for the past few days...i do have a moodswinging problem huh
did we really made the right choice to move back?or are we jus creating more problems.any idea how far is Sembawang from Punggol?it's such a waste of time travelling when we could spend the time wisely.

your heart is questionable.i won't continue to waste my teardrops on someone who doesn't deserve it.

take it or leave it.